So I always held this nigga down.



From the jump, passin blunts



takin bussses to the mall.



Afterschool in the halls, was his right hand never knew what the left held



still I was there. Through thick and thin



watched his back looked out for shady cats.



Helping him build and improve on his knowledge.



Playful fights & arguments, made him go back to college.



Closed my eyes when he cheated.



Didn't care cause if you knew the way he beat it. SSSSss Better than Micheal.



YeaUp! He beat it better than micheal!



So Like I said I held him down.



I gave my loving. Made my living. saved for giving. spent on his chillins.



I walked along side him and was the best woman he could have had. And still I wasn't enough.......


Took A looong time before I realized that "I" was just fine.....





The minute I loved me. Truly and Really & Understood That GOD loved me...... the mistake of another being not understanding that love and therby not reciprocating it; NO longer mattered.





My favorite song has been "be happy" by MARY J BLIGE..... I can love. Because I can let go.